Hello, Hello! (Weigh-in Day)

Hi, from home! I didn’t post yesterday because we all took a trip down to Grand Rapids! We left Tuesday, and just got back. Went down and visited our grandparents! AND my cousin Krysti and her husband showed up too!

Can you tell by all my exclamation points that I had a great time?

My grandparents are great. Simple as that. I haven’t had a chance to go through my camera and pull the pictures off, we got home with about 5 minutes before I am writing this. It was so much fun.

Although, I have to admit I ate like crap, and didn’t exercise at ALL. I’m not ashamed to admit it, I was on vacation mode. For example, dinner last night was a Smyrna Monster Burger. Three different kinds of cheese, olives, mushrooms, sauteed onions, mayo, mustard…the whole shebang. Then Krysti and I split an order of deep fried mushrooms.

So yeah, I didn’t eat good AT ALL. I could have gone with a healthier meal, I really could have. But, like I said, I was on “vacation” so I wasn’t about to try and eat right yesterday. And this morning I had breakfast at BK, such a rarity that I couldn’t help but to eat some cini-minis. I’m still stuffed to be perfectly honest.

So I wasn’t at all surprised at my weigh in today.

Last week: 185.3
This week: 186.4
Total GAINED: 1.1 pounds

Yeah, I gained a pound from last week. Well, I actually doubt that. I weighed myself Tuesday, before we left because I knew I wasn’t going to be able to post anything on Wednesday, and I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to get to a scale…and there was a number on there that made me INCREDIBLY happy. So I did a little jig, but I was fairy certain that I would end up either bloating or eating myself into a stupor… so I didn’t want to post that awesome number, because I was fairly certain it wasn’t going to stay that way.

I wouldn’t be surprised if I did gain something but I doubt that I gained quite that much.

Yeah, I’m being vague. I don’t want to jinx myself. Haha.

I had fun with my blatant disregard of calories and deficient numbers. But, I’m back home in the real world, so I’ve got to get back on track. Although, I don’t consider myself to be off track, not at all. In fact I’d barely count it as a cheat day.

So next weeks weigh in is going to be awesome! And I had so much fun these past couple of days. Yup. So, I’ll give you all a better recap of our Grandparents Adventure. Once I get my pictures off.

Are vacation days free-for-alls for you?

Close but no cigar (weigh in day)

So today was kind of bittersweet. I’ve been waiting for that magical 184 number to flash on the scale. Then I’d be officially at that -80 pound marker. But I’m sure it’s pretty obvious that I didn’t make it. Otherwise there would be all kinds of “HOORAYS!” broadcasted. So yeah, onward to the weigh in.

Last week: 186.4
This week: 185.3
Total lost: 1.1 pounds

Yeah. I’m .4 pounds away from seeing 184.9. I do suppose that shouldn’t really count. It’s like the gas prices…3 dollars and 69.9 cents… yeah..just round it up to 3.79. So I suppose that it doesn’t really count too much. Can’t really split hairs…

So yeah. Bittersweet. I lost a pound! It’s been a while since I’ve lost much of anything. So I’m pretty happy with that. I’m totally excited by losing a pound. Definitely happy about that… but I can’t help to feel a little “Grrrrr.” Perhaps I’m getting greedy on the weight loss frontier.

Although, I do know that my weight loss has been fairly sporadic since I hit that 1/2 way marker back in December. I’ve only lost 21 pounds in the last 6 months. It averages out to nearly a pound a week, so in that aspect it seems like I’m doing a great job. Honestly, as far as actually losing 21 pounds since December, it’s great. But when you actually take into consideration that I was stuck around 195 for nearly a month, going crazy with that yo-yoing.

In retrospect, if I had maintained losing weight all these weeks I could have lost quite a bit. But I can’t really be bitter about it right now. I’ve just got to keep up with doing what I have been doing this past week.

So… next week is the week. Ha! I’ve been saying that for a while now, but I really mean it this time. But hey, I’ll be happy with losing a pound. I am happy about losing a pound. That’s great! I’ve just got to keep it up and make sure that I keep doing what I’m doing.

But I am going to kind of on a hiatus for quite a while. That just means that I’ll have some catching up to do. I’ll try and post as often as possible…but I can’t guarantee when I’ll be able to. 🙁

So who of you out there have gotten super close to a goal, and just fell a little bit short?

Getting close (Weigh in Day!)

Ahhh, weigh-in day. Ok, ok, a day late. But since it was on purpose, I can be forgiven. Just in case you missed it, I did a feature post yesterday. My second for the “motivational people” archives…but my first for actual weight loss bloggers! Gretchen from Honey, I shrunk the Gretchen. I had a great time writing it, and she was so helpful and nice about answering the Q&As I sent and also sending me pictures! So I decided on waiting to weigh myself until today.

Took some restraint, because if it were up to me, I would weigh myself constantly…but I waited.

Last week: 186.4
This week: 186.4
No lost or gained

I’m just kind of like, eh. To be expected. It’s that time of the month (sorry boys!!!!!) and I’m definitely bloating. So I’m hoping that is good news. Bloating and weighing the same as I weighed last week. Keep your fingers crossed, I’m hoping for epic things next week.

Although I have noticed that this ALWAYS happens to me. I get so close to one of my goals (this one being 184) and I totally expect to reach that goal…and Aunt Flo always shows up and ruins it for me. It happened right before I hit 199… go figure. But next week I am determined to see that magical 184!!! I’ll get my chip!!! AND I’ll be officially 80 pounds down from my highest weight! I can’t wait.

But I was thinking about how close I am to that 184, and realized that I honestly can’t remember the last time I weighed 184. It’s a shocker. I guess that’s kind of unfair because any number under 200 is going to be a number that I don’t remember being at…but it’s strange to actually sit there and think about it.

The even more shocking thing is that I’m actually only about 20 pounds away from that 165 number. Insanity. That’s my “first” goal weight. It’s the weight that I’m going to stop at for a little while and see how I feel about it. If I feel I need to continue then I will, if I feel like I should stop…then I will. But I wanted to sit at 165 for a while and see how I feel about that weight. I’m not sure how long “a while” is. But we’ll see.

Technically, at 165 I’ll still be considered “overweight” not by much…but still a little…and honestly not enough to worry about. Hey I’d be healthier than weighing 264, like I was.

The thing that freaks me out the most…I’m only 20 pounds away from losing 100 pounds. That’s insane to me. Losing 100 pounds. I don’t know if I am excited to be able to say that. “Hey, I lost 100 pounds” it’s either a testament to my hard work, or an admission that I was once 100 pounds heavier. I’m not sure if I should care or not. I’m sure I’ll figure it out.

On happy happy news…my mom said that I could have her elliptical. She hates it. Doesn’t enjoy it at all, so she said she doesn’t want to keep doing something she hates…good train of thought, Mom. 🙂

So yeah, I’m super happy about that. Probably going to head over there and pick it up at some point today. Yep. Then I’ll get all on that elliptical-ness

I’m also planning on going photo crazy. I haven’t been having pictures on here for a little while, I realized that I’m no good at taking pictures to begin with. But I wanted more pictures on my actual page, and my blog posts could be much better with pictures. So I’ve gotta get on that!!!

I need activity (Weigh in Day)

So before I get into my long exercise post… it’s weigh in day. And you know what that means. Either I’m going to be happy or slightly dissapointed….which will it be today. (Does anyone else feel that you are play Russian Roulette with the scale?).

Last week: 186.0
This week: 186.4
Up .4 pounds

Eh, not too bad. I’m not complaining at all. I’m kind of indifferent about it. So I gained a half a pound. I’m really not too worried about half a pound, that could be anything. So I’m not going to fret about it. I’m happy. I won’t worry unless that .4 pounds keeps getting higher.

So now that that’s over, back to your regularly scheduled program….

Yeah, I’m complaining. I need to do something active. The sun is out, it’s a beautiful day (and it’s only 8ish), I know that it’s going to be a great day to do something.

I just checked. The 5k that I want to do is in about 5.5 weeks. Holy crap. And the worst thing…I haven’t really been training at all. Not like I should. Isn’t that lame? I’ve just has so much on my plate, that I really haven’t thought about it. So at this point, the 5k is currently up in the air. I know I want to do the 5k, but I’m not going to put myself through something that I haven’t trained for. I would be absolutely miserable, and that would most definitely be the end of my “jogging career.” Now there are certainly smaller scale races coming up, but I WANT to race in this one. It’s the Cherry Festival. I mean, honestly. Come on!

So really. I’m pretty sure that I’m going to find a way to force myself to get through with this training. Even if that means getting new music, a new route, hitting the riverwalk…something to make myself get out there and do this. Technically I’m on week 4-day one (yeah, I told you I was falling behind) so I only have about 5 weeks left of my training…so if I jump right back into this, I should be ok. Even if I repeat my week 3-day 3 jog. You know? I’m determined. I hate setting a specific goal (such as a dated one) and not delivering. It’s horrible for me. And then to top it off that I have officially told everyone (well, at least in my mind)… it’s not really an option not to do this.

I do highly doubt I’ll be able to get the T-shirts though. Poo. I was really excited for that, but I don’t think it’s gonna happen. We’ll see.

Other than the race, I’m feeling incredibly unsettled. I might even say that I’m feeling unsatisfied. And this is surely going to shock you…. I miss exercising.

Yeah, I said it. The girl who is anti-exercise. The girl who thinks “exercise” is synonymous with “torture”. The girl who cringes at the idea of getting sweaty…just said it. I miss exercising. I miss the whole shebang. Well, except for the sweaty part.

I feel like I haven’t done enough of it. No. I know I haven’t done enough of it. The only excuse I have is time restraints. I don’t have much time in the day to actually work out. Which is most definitely an excuse, I know that it is an excuse. But it’s what I keep telling myself. I’ve got to get out of that mind set. I’m not completely sure on how, but it has to be done.

I’m considering becoming one of those morning exercising people. I’m lucky. It’s very seldom do I have to wake up prior 8:00Am. I don’t have to be to work until 9:30…and Landon likes to sleep until 8:30-9:00. For instance, it’s quarter to nine right this minute and both boys are still asleep. So I’m considering setting my alarm for 7:00am. Waking up, getting dressed, and going out for some exercising. Even if it’s just a walk, or a jog, or whatever…something. I may even steal my mom’s elliptical. That gives me an hour to workout and shower before I even have to consider anyone waking up.

I’ve heard that AM exercises are great. So many people like them, because it gives your body a jolt and lasts all day. I don’t know if that’s true or not, but I’m willing to give it a try. And…bonus… there is no excuse for not having enough time. So the plan for tomorrow is to wake up at 7. Today is not really an option, obviously, but I’m still going to get some kind of activity in.

Of you who are morning exercisers, why do you chose the morning??? What reason do you prefer mornings. And those who exercise later in the day…tell me why. I’m curious to know if exercising in different parts of the day is better.

Busy Busy! (Late weigh in day)

First new post with my own domain!!!!

It’s kind of exciting… I’ve been super busy with attempting to get everything transferred over. It’s been insane. I’ve also been attempting to make a new layout to go with the new domain. Still a work in progress!

I’ve got all the important stuff in here, all I’m missing is pictures. Pictures. Pictures. That always seems to be the issue with me. But I’m flipping through all my pictures to attempt to put some around.

I feel like there should be a little cadence playing. Like a congratulatory one. But I honestly think that I’m the only person who is that excited about this. How geeky am I?

It’s been a long long long while since I have posted, what almost a week? For that, I’m sorry. I like to try and post everyday. That hasn’t been the case (obviously). But I’ll do better.

I’ve been so busy. I’ve had work, preparing for my summer class (I leave on the 2nd), learning this WordPress stuff..among a million other things, it’s kind of been insane.

But I know I haven’t been eating well. I already know that. We’ve had errands this whole week which has (more than once) landed us in a fast food joint in a hurry. I could blame it simply on that, but I’ve been going on and on about how you should make “good choices” and I know I haven’t. So I’m treating this week as a cheat week.

A cheat week that has been in my favor!

I had honestly thought that I was going to gain some weight. I wouldn’t have been surprised if I did, but I didn’t.

Last week: 186.8
This week: 186.0
Down .8 pounds

Hey still a loss! A whole lot better than what I thought I was going to manage. Yay! It’s almost a pound. I’m not going to complain about that little .2 of a pound that didn’t go away. I’m actually pretty happy with that.

But I’ve been preparing for when I leave on the second. I can already tell you that I highly doubt that I am going to get a post in until later that night. I’m leaving my house at 6:30 am in order to make it to class by 8:30, and I’ll be there ALL DAY LONG.

But I’m starting to get my meals planned out while I’m there. Avoiding restaurants like the plague. Drinking a ton of water. But I really can’t wait.
I think this week will be good for me, as far as weight loss goes. I’m going to be in a class room for a good portion of the day as well as at the lake…so it won’t really be like I’ll have time to snack too much. I am preparing to bring a small lunchbox full of some munchies (healthy ones, like carrot sticks or something)

Other than all that, there hasn’t really been much on the weight loss frontier for me.

Tell me, anyone have some unexpected weight loss???