EDIT!!! I just realized today was Wednesday…. here I go on the scale!
So I’ve been a very very bad girl this past week-ish… lol.
My mom and older sister’s birthday is was this past weekend (yes, they have the same b-day)…. so we had chocolate cake with my mom which my little sis made – yummmmm-… and then China Buffet (and cake, and chips, and mini sausages in BBQ sauce) the following day with my sister…..
So in two days… I KNOW I blew my cals…. easily…. I’m not too bent out of shape about it. Instead of giving myself a cheat day a week, I have given myself specific days a year that I can cheat on…
Typically holidays (Mom’s cookies on Christmas, thanks a ton), birthdays (Brittany’s chocolate cake…Amanda’s China Buffett….guilty pleasures) …that kind of thing…. guilt free…
But every day before then… ouch….
I was just kind of like…mmmmm fooooood…. lol.
I’m definitely one of those people where I shouldn’t have junk food in the house, because I WILL eat it. Lol. I started off with 0 self control…and I’m up to maybe 10. Lol.
I can order at a restaurant and be careful…. I can usually be careful at home…. but this past week has been crazy. Lol.
So I’m expecting to lose nothing (or possibly gain) by Wednesday.
It sucks, sure…. But I know it isn’t going to destroy my goal…. Even if I gain this week I have a very realistic goal in mind.
I want to be able to stop losing weight by my 23rd b-day (October). I don’t have a definite weight that I wanna stop at…don’t get me wrong…145 would be amazing.
BUT I am going more on the terms of how I feel…. If I am perfectly comfortable at 160, then I’m going to stop…. 150? Gonna stop…. I just know I do not want to get any lower than 145. So it all depends on where I wanna stop.
So, I’m not too worried about it.
Sure, it sucks…. but I can just figure that I need to be more careful. And today’s the day (again…haha).
It’s better to catch myself slipping immediately, than just give up. You know?
I don’t know anyone who has lost weight and didn’t fluctuation a little bit (pound here, pound there)…. so yeah…
Just don’t expect any 2 pounds lost for Wednesday…. I haven’t weighed myself, so I might surprise myself…who knows….
I’m kind of anxious to see what the scale says…… I’m fighting with myself not to step on it!
But on other note. I have finally shown my mom and sisters this site…kind of keeping myself accountable kind of thing
(Hi Mom, Brittany, and Amanda!!!!)
So I know that they’ll be able to check this whenever the hell they want to, lol…… PRESSURE IS ON!
I also gave the link to my bestie JT (who I miss miss miss)…I dunno if he has popped in here or not…
But I think the pressure of people I know personally looking into this site is going to be a big boost….lol.