I’ve been incredibly naughty this past week. Lol.
Landon turned 4 last Tuesday…holy crap I feel old.
So since then it’s just been bad choice after bad choice.
I KNOW I haven’t been eating well…. but I’ve been having the strangest cravings. No bake cookies, Reese cups, sugar cookies, pb cookie dough…. name it and I want it.
Which usually isn’t a problem…if I want it…then I eat it. I refuse to deny myself food… I usually just have enough control to not eat a whole helluva lot of it. Which I failed this week.
So the scale reads 195. Not too sure how accurate that is since it is TTotM, so I know I’m bloating. Honestly, though. I have a feeling it’s gonna be another 193 weigh in day. Darn. Btw, sry guys out there for the girl talk
No one to blame but me, honestly.
Doesn’t help we have 3 kids in the house right now. It’s hard enough to get out to jog with one kid. I have a newfound respect for people who try to lose weight with 3 kids full time.
It’s so hard because Josh and I want to do the jogging together…so there is no way to do that together….can’t leave them in the house alone…and taking them with is a big NO GO.
Though we did get some punching mitts and gloves at a garage sale… we can do that.
I’m not too sure where my motivation went to. I went from losing a good 6 pounds in 2 weeks in December…. to bouncing around from 194-190 repeatedly.
So yeah, a little discouraged to say the least…. but it’s happened before…a million times actually.
At least I’m not gaining 10 pounds, you know? I don’t doubt that I’ve gained some weight…2 or 3 pounds…. but I can lose those.
So… I feel like I’m starting from square one. Lol.
In a sense I am.
So. I’m setting a goal. I’m determined to weigh 188 by April 25. 6 pounds in 4 weeks.
P.S. Although, I am thinking about doing some Youtube videos. Linking them here… It’s been something that I’ve gotten a couple of messages about…. could be fun…..right?