Happy-ish Wednesday (Weigh-in Day)

Ok, maybe not happy-ish…but Wednesday nonetheless.

It’s been a fairly blegh week as far as the weight stuff goes. Never got around to writing up that schedule, but I’m planning on doing it tonight. Along with some kind of exercise. I’m not entirely sure what…but yeah. I know I said that I would have a schedule on Monday, but obviously I didn’t. So I’m going to make a point to do it tonight.

I’ve had some “eh” days and some pretty great days… this past week so I wasn’t even sure how my weigh in day was going to go…and then to top it all off, it’s TTotM (sorry guys…TMI), I know I’m bloating, I can tell in certain parts of my body…so I don’t know.

Last week: 183.6
This week: 183.8
Total GAINED: .2 pounds

So, basically the same thing as last week… that .2 of a pound bugger. Although I want to be happy…haha. Mainly because I’m bloating, but I’m not going to anticipate anything until next weeks weigh in. I’m hoping for good numbers.

I’ve kind of set a goal for myself…honestly a goal I never thought to set for myself. Perhaps the word “goal” isn’t the right word… more like “challenge.”

Yes. I am going to issue myself a challenge.

As you all know I haven’t had the best track record with losing weight for a long period of time. I’ll lose weight for a couple of weeks and then all of a sudden stop or even gain a little bit back.

So I want to see how many weeks I can collectively lose weight. I’m not sure about how to reward myself… stickers? Money? I honestly have no clue…

But I want to be able to actually lose some weight collectively. Get past this hump of losing a few pounds just to gain them back or get stuck for a while.

A rather tiny thing, but really I need to be consistent. I want to get to that point where I am losing weight regularly…rather than sporadically. We’ll see how it goes.

Other than that, not too much has changed… So on my to-do list… Exercise, get a exercise schedule, lose weight consistently…and re-start my motivational goals payout thingie.

You know, that thing that I had been doing where I have goals that when I reach then I was going to pay myself $10. Well, that was kind of a bust…looking back at it now… the goals were quite unattainable/unrealistic (such as do 10 pull ups, or do 20 push ups) or very abstract things (such as “feel good wearing a tank top” which is very touch and go.)

So yeah, that’s all I can think of right about now… But instead of last time…if I happen to flub a goal (like…weigh under 180 pounds….weigh in at 179 and the next week 180) then I’ll have to take the money back out. You know?

This time actually do it. Can you guys tell that I’m not a very consistent kind of person?

So, tomorrow I’ll have a schedule, goals list, and news that I exercised!!!! Until next time…